HOPEFULLY this helps.

i made an appointment next week on wednesday at protherapy to help me get more in shape, so people that interview me don't assume i'm not capable of doing front desk jobs like the person last week. i hope this will actually help me, so i'm able to keep employers interested in hiring me after seeing my resume. a person would NORMALLY assume a front-desk worker just stays stationary but i'm sure there ARE places which require them to take another worker's duties or help them with their duties.. so i just wanna make sure people stay interested in hiring me after seeing my resume AND interviewing me. my therapist came today and we were talking about how i've been able to get interviews and she shared experiences because she told me she used to be a job coach before this job. she gave me some tips and i tried to do one of them but it didn't provide any further help with actual employment in the kind of jobs i'm interested in. i'll just have to keep doin what i'm doin and eventually something will work for me. i've managed to expand my opportunities and moving from the burnsville shithole to an environment with more employers interested in hiring me has helped A LOT.. baby steps.. i'll get there. it doesn't matter what's more convenient to a bunch of bums that just support me when it's convenient or beneficial for THEM because this is MY LIFE. you dicks don't have to deal with the circumstances of living strictly on social security when your parents did NOT own an apartment/land. so butt the fuck out or go purchase a damn apartment and run it SUCCESSFULLY- until then- butt the fuck out. whining to our relatives and grandma's friends isn't gonna get you SHIT. people who play "victim" all the time are NOT cute.. or even smart. you can't hold someone in front of you while life kicks your ass. tough shit. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD. your mommy isn't here to protect you anymore. i never had that benefit. my mom sacrificed my body while being kicked by my dad.. i don't need to tell you that though. YOU did it.
i called the people who i interviewed with last week. the lady who told me right away that front desk workers are really active and on their feet all the time (insinuating i wouldn't be interested in the job because she seen my cane) told me she still had some interviews and she'll call me later. i had expected for her to just straight out tell me that she gave the job to someone else right away.. but i guess not. another lady who i interviewed with said that she was still interviewing people and she'd get back to me later and i had to leave a voicemail for the other guy i interviewed with on friday i think. HOPEFULLY someone is interested.. just gotta wait. i have a video interview with some car dealership to be the receptionist there on thursday. gotta keep my options open. i just hope they don't require me to have any automobile knowledge.. i don't think they will but ya never know for sure- they might want all their workers to be familiar with cars.. who knows.